my com have been dead for god knows how long -.-'' i duno when wil it ever get fixed. probably aft my nlvls lahs..its abt a month a wk to nlvl so ive been mugging,, but prelims arent very happening. sighhh-c ohyah have not been catching up abt frnster blogs n stuffs. find myself so lousy. sigh ! mis da tyme com-ing.=) aye nvm lah cos.. its a kinda investment. w/o com im actually studying;) hhahahax. so currently im ad my bf's hse. tmr having art prelim and im still wondering to go or not to attend. BLUR;d hahahah. k lahx. nothing much for now..gtgg..love ya baby dear;d

this wasnt supposed to be in caps. jux tat mayb its da design or something.

hell furious*upset*dissappointed* whatever word tat describe hw im feeling right nw la ~ why cant my bro fcukn understand da importance of studies & his future? im reallly dying to know why . one more tyme of truncy or complain from teachers or whatvr shit,,he'll b out of damai secondary sch.. ya..jus one more shit & he'll be out forever.. & tat means he'll b expelled and b a useless person in da future..i don wish to use tis kinda words on him. ive got no more solution..really... why can my mom get him whatever ting he wants tat costed 600 bucks to mk him SMILE but,,, and why cant he do da same by studying to mk her happyyy? its hell unfair isn't it . my parents worked dayy ------ nite. --------- to day, to give us whatever we requested. all dey want was jusst us to study,,,& yet.. my brother. mks them tear. i cudnt bring myself not to cry...and tats bcos i pity them n myself..for having sucha selffish brat. i love him..ya..infact alot but why cant he understand tat we loved him n want him tu hv a gud life in future??? =( Principal let him have another chance was cos my father begged him. of his years living,,nvr had he begged anyone,,and nw,,for him, he just did. tat reallly reallly upset mi........

there goes da pics taken during da las few days or weeks(:

shevone & miiee. racialharmonydae.


aft racial harmony day.;d


sorry,i screwed it upp al,,


(;


da pic says it all(;


al da lil' tat counts.


i love this hunkk here=D

nt been updating for quite long..lazingg around so much-.-'" is about 2 months 3 weeks or less to Nlevels can . hai . so fas rytex... hmph.. hope i can reali wake up cos dere aren't any more tyme to waste.=c alryte..gt quite a no. of pics to b updated bt im really reallyy lazyy. gotta go thru several 'stages' in order to get those pics up..so ya..someday then(; hmmmm.. im doing well with my bf stil and i luv him as much.hehehes.just tat i got to see him rather less.due to those busy sch hours we're having and tats really torturing..its been already a habit to see him everyday and nw.. 1 week twice or 3x makes my life go realllly down..but ya im still kinda glad tat i've got diz bunch of people to be with during my stupid long hrs of sku lyfe..thx to those 4n2 girls...(: diana too as much as cheryl .. :) yoo guys made a different ..

on sunday da 22nd , im really sorry if i had screwed up everything. ..i had blew it al up jux cos i couldnt get my feelings right and i apologised sincerely my dear girlfren...five years of sistars & i bet im forgiven just tat its still weird to meet up..argh..stupid mie ...

nothing much alrd so ...yaaa to those taking nlvls dis year pls wakey wakey as we dont have tat much tyme we thot we have to waste..gotttttta chiong le ya..;d

gona flunked my nlvl oral. fcuk lah .
i couldn't get back to da tyms when i could really study..i seems to b slacking thru out quite alot...arghx dis reali can't go on if not ....;c hmphx.
seriously i hadn't been myself lately. pls tel mi wtf is wrong with me.
baby i luv & miss you mcuh.(: however, my love for u'll nvr change.. tat tohhongping tat loves the one and only jerrometeojieyong;D will owas be here. muackx..hees. hope to see dear soon..cos its been 2daes=/ Xiang si ni oh~~~;d

hmmsx..2nd post for da dae..lol.. duno wads up with mi la..prolly ive posted too early todae n my hands r itchy right now..so im here to type again.;p sundays are always good. i can sleep lyke shit without having to worry whats up later or what.waking up ad 6+ every morning tires mi out..hehex..k anyway done very lil' studying today..have been watching devil beside you for 2hrs..bathed and went to bedok w mh..returned lib books and visited several hp stores to ask about da prices..wad came about my mom ive got no ideas..she asked mi to trade in my hp and offer mi with new hp..haha..my bro too..;d hmmm.. so ive been asking k750i..not N70 cos its way too expensive and...i don wana ask for too much.so..haf decided on k750i..prolly both of us will ged da same phone~haha..abit bored here lah..but haha..its okay=)hehe..luv ma' mom lah..=ppp july's da month. everyone's celebrating here & dere.. n my wallet is runnin outta cash .. HELP~ coming up Mh's bdae(19July) Jerron(22ndJuly) Crys(27July).. july's real busi...and prelims r getting nearer-.-'''''''
oh ya once again.. baby..happyseventeen.months.to.yew..=0
luv ya da most most most..
muackx.

16july2006...okie so it was our 17th anniv..n tats probably means we've been together for 1year5months(: hahasx..we've been thru 17mths of bittersweet - reminisce . . tats nt very long but not short either ya..hahaha.. i really luv my boi & tts for real... =) hes really sweet & i hope we cud stae happily ever after... so we met abt 7 am on a sunday morning. we went for our 3rd feast ad mac.. haha i duno why but i jux luv mac's h0tcakes & bigbreakfast(; but boyfren will usually complain aft it claiming his stomach's aching again-.-'' i reallly don't know why.lol.

so this was him(:
i didn't have da pic of da stuff tt was given by mi 2 dear here..its in his hp..hee.. hope he lyke it anyway.(; muacks. jieyong hao ke ai ryte??
Haha..came across these pictures & it really remind mi of my bf.. and his sweetness...;p

he made this himself during our first Valentines' day 2006. hw sweet ya? its super tasty.
and this when we went for some shopping sprees..

Ya..so tis was al.bb tkcare & love my boie.

"love is not to forget but to forgive ; not to see , but to understand , not to hear but to listen ; not to let go but to hold on" nice isn't it ? watch 'Devil's beside you' awhile only and find tat its reali sweet . tat guy is so charming (; n i realised hw much i love you . im reali lucky n contented tu have such lovely & charming boyfriend.=)im more than happy. N baby i promise tat those stupid tinkins will never come back . wo yong yuan ai ni * dear..

some pictures=)


dad&mum.JUNE2006.GENTINGHIGHLAND's RESORT hotel.


bro.


mi & mom @ mushroom garden.


he's taller den i am.~


mr jerrome, mr gehao, mr sherwin.


another side of boyfriend.com


sexy-sexy boyfriend online.;p


four years & counting.=)

my com's finally fixed & im lyke dead without it la..haha..to used to hanging online & stuffs.
these days i've been thinking quite alot & tat really pissed the shit outta mi. i don't seems tu be myself @ all. well.. it'll get away tomorrow cos i know what i really want. shall get back to myself right now(; i love jerrome, tats all=)muacks to my lovely boyfriend. he's da best. MUACK.=) skool's fine. prelims r coming &...im not there yet. sigh. oh anyway, i've got four wishes to be fullfilled=)
1.) End my Nlevls,& obtain gd grades.
2.) ONLY mi myself know abt it.
3.) Look forward for my cousin's wedding on 19&20 October2006.
4.) Celebrate 2nd Chirstmas with darling on 25thDecember2006.